I barely feel my existence with feet standing on streets with strangers passing by everyday, events take place on a plain and mute background.
I disfluently speak english with them, not being able to communicate well is a hardship which becomes a stumbling stone between people.
Being far apart from people who I love, each day I pray more and more to hope them being good and safe.
Always wish to be more charming and give out laughters and touch other's life, my childhood inconfidence pulls me back.
On the other hand, some prides that i hold onto too much hurted people, that too keeps me away from getting more from life.
A distance I keep from people includes people whom I am close to, maybe a pretension to protect myself.
This plain background makes every screen being played clearer.
Time is all i need to adjust the right tune in my life.
Live life to its fullest.
I will be better:)
I disfluently speak english with them, not being able to communicate well is a hardship which becomes a stumbling stone between people.
Being far apart from people who I love, each day I pray more and more to hope them being good and safe.
Always wish to be more charming and give out laughters and touch other's life, my childhood inconfidence pulls me back.
On the other hand, some prides that i hold onto too much hurted people, that too keeps me away from getting more from life.
A distance I keep from people includes people whom I am close to, maybe a pretension to protect myself.
This plain background makes every screen being played clearer.
Time is all i need to adjust the right tune in my life.
Live life to its fullest.
I will be better:)
4 Comments:
Sometimes I feel that I'm pretentious too... But it's like it comes naturally.. hope we can get out of this soon :)
"Time is all I need to adjust the right tune in my life." - Totally agree with you and understand how you feel now.
I suppose we always learn something from new experience. Adapting a new environment and lifestyle is not a easy thing at all. Sometimes we can be very fragile in such situations, but never lose your persistence. The only thing we can do is to keep going and stay tough!
time proves everything
take it slowly girl
and dont forget just be yourself
"Live life to its fullest" =)
thank you girlss>.<
+u!!
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